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31 December 2020 @ 03:10 pm
Inspired by the awesome Yunyu, I have compiled a list of my "Squicks".

None of these rise to the level of 'trigger'. These are just things I don’t enjoy personally (i.e. I wrinkle my nose and close the window).

Note: This is not intended to be rude or shaming in any way. To each his own. I just personally do not 'like' these things.

Squicks under the CutCollapse )

Respect, all around, y'all. ♥

Cross-posted @ https://eos-joy.dreamwidth.org/126193.html

25 August 2017 @ 11:06 am
I'm on another fucking level.

- One of the three loans that has been tormenting me for years, has somehow gone into default and no one knows why or how but I'm supposed to start paying for it somehow...mind you: if I could afford them (or school) to begin with, these "repayment issues" wouldn't exist, so...yeah. STRESS.

- I am not healthy. I need to lose weight and get my Diabetes 'right' so that I can have a long and healthy life and start preparing my body for having children.

- I am terrified of having children. Actual birth/labor and raising them and them not getting ill and the impact they have on the planet and that the planet has on them. Yup.

- This country (i.e. USA) and world at large are just...*shudders*

- I JUST BACKED MY FUCKING CAR - THE ONLY THING I OWN IN THIS WORLD - SIDEWAYS INTO A WALL'S CORNER. I DIDN'T BREAK THE TAIL-LIGHT, BUT DENTED AND SCRATCHED THE HELL OUT OF THAT BACK/SIDE SECTION OF THE CAR. I AM ALWAYS BEING TEASED FOR BEING TOO CAREFUL AND I HAVE NO IDEA HOW THE HELL THIS HAPPENED - I HAVE BACKED THE CAR INTO THIS SPACE HUNDREDS OF TIMES. I should have parked with time and patience this morning; I legitimately don't know what happened. I was backing up and I stopped because I needed to go forward but there was a cab there and he startled me and I guess never shifted gears, maybe? I honestly don't even know. I am just...AAARRRGGG.

I'm in fucking TEARS and I'm at work and I am devastated about my poor fucking car and the state of my life and the world at large and I am having a goddamn breakdown.


Cross-posted @ http://eos-joy.dreamwidth.org/129445.html

01 August 2017 @ 12:04 pm
August 2017 is KakaSaku Month over on Tumblr!

Do one or as many as you like, and don’t forget to tag your contributions with #KakaSakuMonth!

[1] week one (August 1-7) prompts:

Yukata or Kimono
Mission Report
“He desperately wanted to breathe”
Summer Rain
Myth or Fairytale AU

[2] week two (August 8-14) prompts:

Icha Icha
Same Age or Gen Swap AU
“I’m both terrified and aroused right now.”
Badass Outfits
Told in Reverse

[3] week three (August 15-21) prompts:

Stuck in an enclosed space
“This is all your fault.” “I hope so.”
Epistolary format (letters)
Soulmate AU
Holding hands

[4] week four (August 22-31) prompts:

Time Travel AU
“We are NOT keeping him.”
Unusual Perspective
Unreliable Narrator
The Mission

Cross-posted @ http://eos-joy.dreamwidth.org/128981.html

18 July 2017 @ 08:29 am
Throwing it back...to "Rurouni Kenshin". *gasp*

"Like Real People Do" by Hozier...isn't about Kaoru/Kenshin? Really? Cause I'm pretty sure it is. Just sayin'.


(Every time he sings "Honey" I get Happy Tingles. ^^)

I hope you're all well, Fandom Friends. And, like, people in general. ^^

Cross-posted @ http://eos-joy.dreamwidth.org/128512.html

01 March 2017 @ 09:11 am
Hey! :)

Did any of you ever notice that Road to Ninja: Naruto the Movie basically used the premise of Istoria's fanfic called Silent High from way back in 2004?

I'm sure people have, especially older fans of the fandom such as myself. ^^

I just wish Sakura wasn't such a bitch at certain times...was there any way she could have been more self-centered? Less empathetic, sympathetic, kind, or just generally nice? Like...dude. Give Naruto a goddamn hug. Invite the boy for a sleepover. Take him on the damn date. You SAW how devastated he was. I just...argh!! And the Sasuke obsession just kills me. ;__;

But the worst? Naruto. I feel so awful for Naruto all the time. The poor boy is put through so much in Canon and the repercussions and implications are awful and borderline horror-inducing. I can only imagine how deprived and abused he was. And then to give him his parents in the Genjutsu World...I can't. Having people not actively hate him, having friends, and having Sasuke back is one thing (and he really didn't respond to that properly in the movie, at all, but that is besides the point); but Jiraiya dead and his parents not? A happy home life? I cannot even. ;__;

Cross-posted @ http://eos-joy.dreamwidth.org/127763.html

26 January 2017 @ 09:06 am
So...I love Oroburos69. However, there has been no activity since:

ff.net: 2011/2013
tumblr: 2013
dreamwidth: 2014
LJ: 2014
AO3: 2015 - one shot

Oroburos69...are you well? Does anyone know? *wishing all the best*

Cross-posted @ http://eos-joy.dreamwidth.org/126999.html

25 January 2017 @ 09:44 am
I have a lot of feeling about Grimm.

Particularly about Adalind.

And Juliette.

Why do people hate on Juliette so much? Honestly. I don't understand.Collapse )

I just...I can't. I really can't.

Cross-posted @ http://eos-joy.dreamwidth.org/126743.html

10 November 2016 @ 09:26 am
My fiancée and I applied for our marriage license today!! <3 *___* <3

It should be ready for pickup Monday; we can get (legally) married any time after that!

Cross-posted @ http://eos-joy.dreamwidth.org/125384.html

09 November 2016 @ 08:15 am
I am so stressed right now.

Especially because I'm a minority four times over (i.e. woman, Latina, bisexual, diabetic = chronic illness) and I am engaged to a same sex partner...I do not see how this is going to go well. ;__;

*looks at icon* ... *cries*

Cross-posted @ http://eos-joy.dreamwidth.org/124942.html